i'm bored.. someone pls! offer me a good job? hahah..
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Poetically Pathetic - Amber Pacific
schooool is ending real soon...... izit something good or not...... miss my frens, and i'll miss u....
I've never told a lie, but that makes me a liar.
I've never made a bet, but we gamble with desire.
I've never lit a match with the intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames are getting out of control.
Call me a name, kill me with words.
Forget about me, it's what I deserve.
I was your chance to get out of this town
but I ditched the car and left you to run!!
Wait outside!
I hope the air will serve to remind you, that my heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath
and my words are as timed as, the beating in my chest....
-the pieces left of me-ok.. so here's one for the one who lives on the 23rd floor who is forgetful and all.. refused to talk unless i blogged... OKAY lo!!! hahahaah! and i stay on the 50th floor okay!!! take a look at my brid's eye view!
anyways.. kinda started my holidays already, but i still need to go back school to finish up my projects.. boring! but really need to finish it before it BY OCTOBER! no way am i gonna go back during oct man!! so guys!, PLEAASSEE let's buck up!
ok.. now.. just a lil back track on wad happened to me these few months..
a price a paid for for playing with a HAMMER!! so children, please do not try this!!
-can u see the splinter pierced thru my finger! it's pain i tell u!
-and so the after the removal of the big splinter, the doc was not aware that they left out a 1cm piece of wood inside! freaking hell!! haha.. so pooor me, had to go thru another operation which cost me a bomb! oh and it cost me my POL-ITE too!!!! aghh!!! anyways.. right now.. my finger is as good as new..
- stitches..
LESSON LEARNT MAN!!!!
my mp/sip project.. quite cool actually.. haha.
"i'm back from vietnam! have to start doing planting already... life so hard..."
so here's a little something of wad's going on in and out of my lab! haha..
- the wall of tribute
- the leap!
- watch out!
- rsaf open 08!
-the black knights
-my lab mates!!
-crazy as we are.... ALWAYS!
-at astons.. and they didnt know sour cream and bacon chips existed!
-3 of me!
and the recent ones.. the car show which was held at expo.. supposedly meet my fren at 10.30, then 11.. but he only woke up at nearly 12? gosh! anyways.. HERE ARE SOME OF MY GARAGE CARS UP FOR DISPLAY.. =) i'm serious! lol! 
i wished! haha!
when i get bored at work... well not really.. i'm busy most of the time.. -.-
this one's at chevron's toilet! ahaha!! some angry man i guesss!?! finally work at scholl has ended.. good paying job for a 4day event! =) sry no pictures for that. only a broken toilet bowl! it's superly busy i tell u.. aunties screaming for u to get their sizes.. okay not screaming.. but asking impatiently.. lyk HELLOoo cant u see i'm serving the whole lot of you! so PLEASE WAIT! hahha!! well i guess the kiasu-ness is just in us ehh.. lol! overall it's tiring but fun. as busy as we were! we had time to fool arnd....... like seriously.. playing with foot spray!, tanning spray!, throwing paper balls!, many more! throwing boxes all over the place! ohwells.. =) looking forward to work with them again nxt yr! haha..
we were on TV! NEWPAPERS! hahaa.. butt.......
right now.. beach trg is still on.. i really wanna train hard, but at the same time.. really lazy to travel.. i neeeed work for my holidays! no work= no cash = holiday wasted....
more post to come soooooon... i guess! hahaha!
I'M DONE!
OKAY, it's beeen a realllly loonng time since i blogged.. ohwwellls... i'm kinda lazy now, thou i got gazillions things in my mind that i wanna thrash it out..
maybe... just maybe after all my projects are done, then i'll start again... hahaha... ohwellss..
i'm tired of trying... it aint working, but u know me, i'll nv give up... still...........
u treated me like a fool..
training and more training! sighss.... indoor and beach vb training, nafa test, gym.. no time! no rest! i'm totally drained.. seriously.. later in the morning have to wake up and go for the national beach selection trail... sian... i wannna sleeeeeeep!!!! man i had dinner at lyk 12+??! trg ended really late, cos coach was talking to us abt some matters.. let's get a 3 time in a row champion in our up-coming PO-LITE!! anyways.. i'll probably end here.... i'm heading to bed now, i'll just K'O once i lie down.. haha..
i've beeen kinda busy with my project, felt the sudden urgentness to complete it and solve the problem we're facing with the PCB board.. why the hell it aint working!?!?! argh!!
shall upload photos from U19, and beach vb some other day, when i'm LESSS lazy and tired...
nights world!
i saw u, but u nv realize...
wanna know some secret!?!
i'm getting fatter!
seriously!!!!
check out that lil tummy of mine ever since i indulge myself with sumptuos food of every kind!! and i rarely head to the gym lyk MONTHS ago?!?!?! c'mon man!? LOOOOSE IT! gonna work out!?! (always gong nia) hHAHAHAH!?
wad a day of losing..... lost the match at velocity, and at hougang........
team lamy was not bad right bel! hahah.. we shant give our opponents any chance nxt time!! =) you were good bel okay! i've made my silly mistakes too.. =x after which had to rush a bit to hougang for my match against kolam ayer. it was a wasted match, really could have won if we had put in a little more effort.. ohwells.. nth to wine abt losing, so i'm very much looking forward to the next 3matches.. let's win'em all! 2-o FLAT!! whack the shit out of them, and importantly, enjoy the game.. time for SOME sia-lan-ing... hahaha!
so what if they were tall, blocking good.. we werent on form, and i'm not blaming anyone.. we really need to work on our defence.. and playing smart alr.. haha.
so let's hype up, and make our way to the finals bros..
and PAT, pay me $43.61!!!! exact ah! =) hahahaa!! funny lei u, apple pie, eat the crust only, apple dont eat.. hahah! that's the nice part silly! wan mooorrre! return small container=more refill of gummy bears.. hahah!!
week 6? for my project? oh man... it seems like we're still taking it tooooo easy and relax... it's been real tiring these few days.. sleeping right the moment i clock in! haha!! ohwells.. i hate the feeling of haivng to do last min work.. but it happens!! and i really dont want this to happen now! not this TIME! many projects at hand, too lil time... or rather, poor time management...... sucks man!!! look at my grp now.. one's away at osip, the other digging his gold lyk nobody's business!!! HAHAHahHAH!! anyways.. progression rate is like.. 45%??? =x
poor me and zhen zong, have to walk back and forth like 21367469 times!?! from our lab to another lab?! in and out, changing dimensions, saving files, taking paper, and the TSO! attitude sia!! she's a got an attitude to be reckon with! ahhahha!! but eventually, she's quite alright la. lol!
in the midst of U19 vb competition now.. managed to win s'pore sch's on monday.. quite happy la, but the real challenge would be this sun? zi sheng's team, KA, not bad.. haha.. will be a good match.. I'm freaking piss with my thumb injury!?!?! GOD PLEASE HEAL IT!!! i really want to play like always...... it's been weeeeeks! and my thumb has yet to fully recover.. i dare not go up for a block with both hands, fearing that the spike would be too hard, causing more pain........ sighs.... u know u can do it, but somehow you're being held back.....
it's also time for beach vb competition too.. velocity! woohoo! this sunday playing with smelly belly in the mixed category. but sadly i think can only play 1 match out of the 2? cos i got match at hougang in the evening!!! sian!! and another match is nxt fri and WTH! reporting time is lyk 9.30? playing 3 games though, BUT!! me and ah ye are having MP/SIP! gonna hope that LOA is approved... my supervisor is understanding, but the sch??? nahz!!!! AND WHY THE HELL IS IT GONNA BE PLAYED ON A WEEKDAY?!?! =x okay.....
time for me to SAVE MONEY MONEYY MONEYYY!! need it for the trip.. =x cant go around shopping for the things i want alr... =(
taught Pat guitar, and someday she's GONNA be a SUPERSTAR! HAHAHhaahHA! gonna grab that last piece of adidas watch from her! if i got the money. lol! BROKE!!!
pirate queen sent me a few great songs too! thanks!! hahaha.. gonna learn how to play it though.
i wanna smile at you......
the scarlet-dyed sky was engulfed by ebony darknes..
..and the fleeting stardust..
falls like an ashen snow.
i gazed at it through the window of my sorrow.
i never dreamed....
i'm frozen.
there i come for you..
my thoughts danced high into the lonely night sky and broke apart.
each time this world changes shape.
the things i want to protect are broken and lost..
alright, so it's like the 2nd week of school has ended and we've yet to do anything serious and proper!! ahahah! all we've been doing is.... clock in at 9am, psp or using the com not to search for info, but friendster!?! haha. if not it is counter-strike.. so we're stuck in this lab which has superly ultraly low in reception, only certain part's of my desk has a 1 bar reception, the best was 2. hahah! maddness! it's lyk being caged up~!
research after research, only getting back to the same thing is a lil boring all day. so me and nicholas decided to randomly talk to chee yong's msn contacts.. sry ah.. u always sleep! ahhahaha! anyways.. today went overboard a lil. =x but it was fun. lol.. so we currently have to meet up with the aljunid town coucil ppl and other meetings.. and soon! patching up or circuits!! LUXEON leds faster come, faster do!
having beach training later.. sighs.. the sudden lazyness in me.........
i'm shy... i'm sorry... neither did i know... but i'll try...........
if it were me, you'll shoo my hand away.
if it were me helping , u didnt need it.
if it were me speaking, never was i heard.
it was nv much of a joy now....
having to see you once again, put's the biggest smile on my face, and it makes me speechless.....
you!
yes you!
you stole it right from me.
cut the act!
pushed me away unknowingly.
all in secrecy...
in doubt...
i'm out here on my own.
it's 3.45 in the morning, struming and plucking my guitar to sleep.
hoping not to wake anyone up. haha.. i should just play psp till i fall asleep.
many thoughts seemed useless to me, wondering if it'll ever happen again. wanting to see that smile on ya face just once more...
ohhh!! and i so wanna thank wei ni ( my taiwan fren) for the gift!! hahah! it's final fantasy 7 characters!! nice! i like! hhahah!
i tot it was a hand phone at first!
ff7 characters!
=)
starting of the match with claps.
me and mark up for the block!
cy gong... OUUTTT!!!
my spike! touch out!
touch out aggain?!
no kicks for our libero.. kang man! haha (kang wei)
ah ye! our shen!
mr wong hua lun and his shou wan!
yet another touch out?! haha..
go go go!! save the ball!! i'm a diver unit! lol..
2 malaysian national players! one has enormous strength(right) the other jump damnnnn high(middle)
time out! mark's ass! watch out, his gonna fart anytime!well of course thanks for IK website for posting and taking these pictures. haha!
it's been a slack week, no work, not much of going out. just staying at home rotting.. haha.. well actually played games most of the time.. nothing to do sia.. so my holidays have officially ended.. sucks man!!! going back to sch this coming monday.. i wanna work worrk worrrrrkk! hahaha.. well just have to make sch time fun again!
monday was zi sheng, josehpine and furong's bdae.. haha.. went out with et, yw, zs, cheryl to cycle, and skate for yw. haha! cycled till the end of pasir ris park, played at the playground which we climbed the scary spider web?!?! hahah! zs and i made it to the top though.. then to the slide which was quite hard to slide down.. only zs shorts was smooth enough to go down. lol.. and then to something lyk a swing on a line, gng back and forth. FUNN! eeting was tortured there, swinging back and forth non stop.. hahaha! and then off to the ufo! et and yw spin the hell'out of me and zs.. haa!! dizzy fun! after that went to mac and chill, met poon and jo, and fetched us to marina square where we met ed an aaron for a dinner celebration at secret recipe. food was not bad. nxt headed to holland v to chill. edwin had a taste of his own medicine for making such a disgusting drink while playing in between. lol.. pictures up soon!!
i guess it'll be my last week to take the junyuan pri sch student who are really adorable but noisy and sometimes climb over you. gonna miss coaching the bunch of p2's.. hahah! running around, hitting each other, more chases, soccer, basketball and even hearing them call u auntie or uncle!! wth! hahahaahaha!!! ohwells.. for me and poon, we had quite a hard time controlling them that day! totally outta hands! until edwin yeo stepped in.. FEIRCE sia!!! hahaah.. all diam diam.. they are so small size, that sometimes when they run beside u or even in front, cant see them, will accidentally bang onto them. lol. gonna miss the lil ones calling... cooooaaaccchhhh!!! =)
went to see a doctor at a poly clinic to check my thumb if it's fractured. u lnow waht the doctor prescribed to me.. fastum gel.. hahahH!! i alr have that.. it's suppose to heal the inside of ya tissues i suppose?? well he told me it aint fractured, cos i could bend my thumb quite well, but it seriously hurts!! lyk i cant open a bottle cap with my finger and thumb! pain and no strength.. no need for x-rays now, but if 2 weeks later the pain still there, must go back.. sianz.. i hope alls well.. =) i hope it's not a hair-line (is that how u spell it..) fracture which i had on my right hand 4th finger.. lol.. oh man! volleyball has given me plenty of injuries!!! my fingers!!
so i decided to make a trip down to the airport and send eeting home to keep her company. =) was surpried to see a few ppl though.. haha. somebody's a master gamer at diner dash! lol.. so she shoved my ass off the seat and alight a few stops earlier to catch a cab home. thank you. and really, u still look good in that bangs. =) see ya!
went to meet nicole at bugis after returning sch lib books. haha.. walked arnd bugis village, then settled at ya kun! something we've been craving for! or actually it's me who have been craving for it.. hahah! surf's up nic when we're at hawaii!! lol!! well headed back to shs for my u19 training. it totally sux when u're handicapped. hahah.. my left hand is a bit useless for now.. gonna get jersey for our team.. really must train hard to win this competition!!! last year for me already! so bros, counting on u! ohh! there's one thing i hope the matches start in the evening! cos i have school which freaking last till 5.30!!! hahahhh!!
me and nicole at ya kun. 
=)
i think i miss her.. i wanna see u again and again.. but then again.. how could i......
i'd throw the world away just to see u again. no one knows.
you're the one who made the heavens
you're the one who shaped the earth
you're the one who formed my heart, long before my birth
i believe you'll always lead me
all my days have been ordained
all your thoughts toward me are holy, full of love and grace.
you are the one, you are holy
you are the one, you are worthy
you are the one, you are the one, everlasting
lord, you are the one.
i want my thumb to be instantly HEALED!!!! cant bend, cant use force.. this sucks man.. =x had this unjury while playing with PJC. man i'm always injuring my fingers... sighs...
know what.. school is goonnna start sooon!!! oh man... i want work! i need money!! =x
so this is it... the end i guess... forever keeping me in silence... unaware of anything... why the distance... am i that of a stranger... you played me... all's wasted and gone... nothing ever satisfies... you're a freaking waste of my time... so just get lost and dissapear... i wished i never knew you! i'm such a fool. haha.. nice? =x something i'm trying to improve on.. poems! =x
anyways.. had a great day today.. went out with nicole for lunch at new york new york.. yum yum! ate her share cos she couldnt finished it.. haha! then off to shop for present and in the end i gotten myself a agnes b necklace.. lol! went to taka to buy some doughnut and gingerbreadman for eeting, meant as a surprise, but ohwells.. purposely walked infront of her, but still did take notice, so i tured and she went.. ehhhhhh! how come u here! haha.. saw a few interesting books at boarders thou.. next was off to meet edwin and hong yi at plaza sing to eat and then watch the movie, 'rule no. 1' quite scary la.. but for POOOR edwin, look so big, balls so small, hiding and screaming away!!! hhahhahaaha!! okok.. sorry edwin.. then went to hong yi's hse to tke his car, then go for supper.. his house is lyk whoa!!! big!!! lol... went to changi village to eat and hang arnd a while... edwin got fans there!! AUNTIES!!! =) haha
alright gtg rest now..
hey peeps! i'll be going away to malaysia for 4 days with the TP vb team. haha.. have to wake up at lyk 7.30am!! cos bus leaves at 8.30.. haiz.. and i'm only packing my stuffs now, got got beach trg just now at CLEMENTI!! lol.. alright! will be back on mon!
Forgive me I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy it seems....
after so much.
i'm nothing.
just someone left behind.
no one cares.
you didnt noticed.
not a thought spared.
you could'nt careless.
i wished i disappear....
YOU HEAR ME!?!
ohwells.. back from beach training. was quite tiring. haha.. but FUN! =)
anyways.. i'm STUCK.. SERIOUSLY STUCKED in a really difficult situation here again. it's my OSIP and my U19 volleyball tournanment. i can only choose one. but either sides, i will pang seh( fly aeroplane) THIS SUCKS MAN! TOTALLY!!!!! for vb, it was really tough pulling vincent over to play, and now i lyk that. and the date for U19 couldnt be confirmed. Next, my OSIP, i got selected to go, and it's a experience u'll nv get again. i know how it feels to be pang seh-ed.. i've to give vincent the ans by the end of nxt fri... haiz.. i which i could split myself apart. SOMEONE GIVE ME AN ANSWER PLEASE!
i really wanna get my psp!! this week latest!! haha.. i have a OSIP interview at 3pm later.. dont know how's it gonna be. but there's lyk 5 ppl turning up, which means 1 has to be out, cos it requires 4 in this grp. the thing is, there's an outsider in the grp! so hopefully he leaves?! haha. but i still dont know if i should go for my osip, cos it's a bit irrelevant to my dipolma? =x... need help.... SOMEBODY!!
where are u...... it's been diff.....
it was really great to hear from yo yo that she's coming down to singapore to visit us! honestly speaking, she's one of the best tour guide, and easiest to communicate with (though it's in chinese), amoung all the trips i've been so far in my secondary sch life, with the vb team.
and so we brought them to many places.. from katong, east coast, bedok, tampines, bugis, town, city, st.hildas sec, vivo, night safari, pasir ris chalet... mannnny mmorree.. haha.. well it was really fun, bringing them around. haha.. not forgetting mantou and wei ni whom we made friends with.
and i wished they'd stay longer....
wei ni, yo yo, mantou, me! (bus to suntec)
NIGHT SAFARI..
at the airport before they left.
i'm being locked behind! i'm not one of them!
me & wei ni (ASTRO pose!)
me & mantou
and of course! me & YO YO!
sending yo yo off. whheeee!!
and this is what happens when u ask kang wei to tke a photo for ppl... HAHHA!
well.. hopefully the few of us could save up for a TAIWAN trip together! haha.